I wonder if I faked it hard enough, I could forget everything that used to pass through my head. I wonder if I plastered the smile on my face through everything, everything would go away.

I'm not really upset today, just thinking, which for me is never really good, because it often leads to upset and when it doesn't, it was just a waste of time.

I want to be someone. I want to be someone remembered. I want people to think of me as the person I strive to be, not the person I'm running away from.

I just wish the sun would shine and take all these thoughts away.